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Wednesday, September 20, 2017

Such a beautiful name...

Warning. This post discusses loss. 


We had a list of possible names for our baby daughter. Fifty or more different combinations. We knew we wanted to give her a name that paid homage to both our mothers'.

I remember a day a couple of months ago. My husband texted me one name idea. I replied back with my very large list (which I started working on right after finding out we were pregnant). The list was full of girl names. So many names. All of which connected with our mothers. He replied to my text with:
"Goodness me. This is going to be more difficult that I initially thought."

We thought we had time to know for sure. The kids would often tell us of their name ideas.

Here are just a few:
Caroline
Evelyn
Oreo

We told them, "God knows her name and when we need to know we will know."

On August 15th, 2017 we knew. I remember laying there in the hospital bed, in labor with our daughter and I just knew.

Mary-Linda Elizabeth

Just say it and it sounds so beautiful. So meant to be. Our precious baby.

We named her "Mary" for my husband's mother. Mary means "wished-for child." She is our wished-for child in every way.

We named her "Linda" for my mother. Linda means "beautiful." She is beautiful and perfect in every way.

We named her "Elizabeth" because Elizabeth means oath or promise of God. We hold tight to God's promises. Especially that He never leaves us or forsakes us. Knowing I was giving birth to our daughter who was already in heaven was only something I could go through knowing I was not going through it alone. The Lord was with us. His presence was felt and known in so many ways in that hospital bed.

I often think back to that experience- the worst of my life. But, I can't help but remember so much peace in the deep heartache and suffering. That's only possible through God. There really is no other explanation.

We love you forever, our baby daughter in heaven, Mary-Linda Elizabeth. 

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